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  <title>big damn lj</title>
  <subtitle>ain't it just?</subtitle>
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  <updated>2009-11-06T16:53:58Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:361727</id>
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    <title>R-71 shoots and SCORES!</title>
    <published>2009-11-06T16:53:58Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-06T16:53:58Z</updated>
    <category term="dear humanity: you rock!"/>
    <category term="lgbt"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.365gay.com/news/gay-partnership-measure-approved-by-voters/"&gt;Gay Partnership Measure Approved By Voters&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Washington state's people have spoken, approving their 'everything but marriage' law! Domestic partners now get every right afforded to married couples. They just can't call if 'marriage'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I, for one, do not give a damn about semantics. While we lost Maine, we got Washington! Gay, sparkly vampires rejoice!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is great news for the equality fight. We lost Maine by such a minute margin. The scales are starting to tip.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And, in other good news, I'm goin' home for the weekend! Yay family, free food, and laundry! Yay!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:361406</id>
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    <title>Fort Hood</title>
    <published>2009-11-06T02:12:59Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-06T02:12:59Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/33678801/ns/us_news-crime_and_courts/"&gt;Shooting at Fort Hood, Texas&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This kind of shit should not happen, you guys. I was terrified when I first read about it, wondering if someone I knew was now dead, shot down on American soil.&lt;br /&gt;Men go to war, survive, and come back home, only to be shot on base by an officer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I come from a long line of military families, and I plan on serving myself. So this hits home in a really bad way.</content>
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    <title>White Collar!</title>
    <published>2009-11-05T19:08:53Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-05T19:10:02Z</updated>
    <category term="letters to the universe"/>
    <category term="tv"/>
    <category term="white collar"/>
    <content type="html">Blue eyes. Blue eyes blue eyes BLUE EYYYYEEEYEEEEESSSSSSSSS!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Omg, I am a sucker for blue eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay, okay. Crime show. Criminal catches the criminals. I can dig it. However.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear &lt;i&gt;Leverage&lt;/i&gt;,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Because of you, I now expect criminals, such as the ones in &lt;i&gt;White Collar&lt;/i&gt;, to be way more stealthy and Machiavellian than they really are. I keep expecting a new twist.&lt;br /&gt;This is not a bad thing. I can still appreciate things like BLUE EYES. It's just, you know. You left an impression.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Luvs ya!&lt;br /&gt;Z</content>
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    <title>DX</title>
    <published>2009-11-04T23:08:48Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-04T23:09:35Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Back on the Chain Gang, The Pretenders</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I just knocked the &lt;i&gt;hell&lt;/i&gt; out of my knee on the edge of my desk. My roommate is asleep behind me, so I couldn't even yell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Owwwwww.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:360659</id>
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    <title>God DAMMIT</title>
    <published>2009-11-04T15:31:38Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-04T15:31:38Z</updated>
    <category term="equality"/>
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    <lj:music>Middle of Nowhere, Hot Hot Heat</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.comcast.net/articles/news-general/20091104/US.Gay.Marriage.Maine/"&gt;We lost Maine.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday, Maine voters put equality to the test, voting on whether or not they should permit gay marriage. The winning side received 53% of the votes. &lt;b&gt;53%.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Washington state voted on a similar principle, yesterday. So far, the vote has been too close to call.&lt;br /&gt;Washington is not voting on marriage. They're voting on rights. R-71 is a fight for everything BUT marriage, affording domestic partnerships the same legal rights as married couples, such as child support, social security, and the rights to visit your partner's fucking death bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am angry, but cautiously hopeful for Washington. This is a bitter blow to people who just want equality, but the silver lining is, we're not going away. We haven't died off in the years that the US has ignored us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pray for Washington, if that's your thing. Hopefully, we'll have some victory.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:360204</id>
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    <title>The God Eaters</title>
    <published>2009-11-04T05:18:29Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-04T05:21:14Z</updated>
    <category term="book recs"/>
    <lj:music>Over and Out (Reholder Mix), Alkaline Trio</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Book rec time!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I read &lt;i&gt;The God Eaters&lt;/i&gt; effing years ago, forgot about it, remembered, and read it again. I think it got better. &lt;br /&gt;It is an absolutely brilliant story by Jesse Hajicek, aka Chartreuse (the mad genius behind the webcomic, &lt;a href="http://metanoia.studiowhippingboy.com/index.shtml"&gt;Metanoia&lt;/a&gt;) that inspires and captivates with its sparse prose and intricate details that suck you in and make you beg for mercy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The book is available via &lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/God-Eaters-Jesse-Hajicek/dp/1847288650/ref=sr_11_1/104-2337084-9368757?ie=UTF8&amp;quot;"&gt;Amazon&lt;/a&gt;, but Mr. Hajicek has offered the world an online copy, which is the whole fabulous story, word for word. For free.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://chartreuse.studiowhippingboy.com/g_e_index.html"&gt;The God Eaters&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like I said, the story is amazing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The author has also drafted two other (amazing!) books, both of which go under the heading "The Kastor Stories," and a series called "Summerlands" of which I know nothing about! ::cries a little:: So that one's next on my list.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, to read these stories as well, click on the links found &lt;a href="http://gomichan.livejournal.com/profile"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;. I would provide the actual link, were it not for the open letter requesting that I not do exactly that. But as the links are provided on a perfectly public LJ profile page (where I came across them in the first place), I figure escorting you that far is okay.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;(And something else I found: If you delete the "kas_index.html" from the html I'm not supposed to give you, you go to an index with two &lt;b&gt;more&lt;/b&gt; Kastor tales. I don't even remember how or why I found these, but I'm extremely glad I did.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please, please read these stories, and if you have the cash, buy the book. They are what brought back my faith in the writing community, after discovering that my dearest literary loves had whored me out for cash. Mercedes Lackey, Robin Hobb, I am &lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;looking at you.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, read the webcomic. It is the shizz.&lt;br /&gt;Fucking hell, &lt;i&gt;read everything this man writes.&lt;/i&gt; Or I will find you.</content>
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    <title>Work, work, work.</title>
    <published>2009-11-02T18:40:57Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-02T18:42:18Z</updated>
    <category term="college"/>
    <content type="html">Okay, not really. I had a very sedate weekend, made better by the fact that Halloween lasted an hour longer than usual.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Got my final recommendation for my RA application over the weekend, as well, so I have officially submitted my application for the coming semester. One of the awesome things about this job is that if you submit a complete application, you get an interview. Mine is next Thursday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today my interest was sparked in Psych class by a speaker who came to pitch a student volunteer program, where you can go to Costa Rica, Thailand, Australia, etc. It sounds like fun, but upon further study, the cost does not equate what you can do there. For $1,000 plus, you can go for two weeks to work towards conservation of a country's ecosystem. For almost $4,000, you can go for a month to just play.&lt;br /&gt;I would love nothing more than to spend time in another country, again, but a) I have a lot of course work that I have to get out of the way if I'm going to graduate on time and b) there have got to be less costly opportunities. I don't doubt that I can do it, if I really want to. It just may mean putting off buying a car for another few years. (probably worth it...)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'll do some research.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And now, Religion class.</content>
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    <title>Pioneers! O Pioneers!</title>
    <published>2009-11-01T06:13:19Z</published>
    <updated>2009-11-01T06:13:19Z</updated>
    <category term="poetry"/>
    <content type="html">Come my tan-faced children,&lt;br /&gt;Follow well in order, get your weapons ready,&lt;br /&gt;Have you your pistols? have you your sharp-edged axes?&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For we cannot tarry here,&lt;br /&gt;We must march my darlings, we must bear the brunt of danger,&lt;br /&gt;We the youthful sinewy races, all the rest on us depend,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O you youths, Western youths,&lt;br /&gt;So impatient, full of action, full of manly pride and friendship,&lt;br /&gt;Plain I see you Western youths, see you tramping with the foremost,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have the elder races halted?&lt;br /&gt;Do they droop and end their lesson, wearied over there beyond the&lt;br /&gt;seas?&lt;br /&gt;We take up the task eternal, and the burden and the lesson,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All the past we leave behind,&lt;br /&gt;We debouch upon a newer mightier world, varied world,&lt;br /&gt;Fresh and strong the world we seize, world of labor and the march,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We detachments steady throwing,&lt;br /&gt;Down the edges, through the passes, up the mountains steep,&lt;br /&gt;Conquering, holding, daring, venturing as we go the unknown ways,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We primeval forests felling,&lt;br /&gt;We the rivers stemming, vexing we and piercing deep the mines&lt;br /&gt;within,&lt;br /&gt;We the surface broad surveying, we the virgin soil upheaving,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Colorado men are we,&lt;br /&gt;From the peaks gigantic, from the great sierras and the high&lt;br /&gt;plateaus,&lt;br /&gt;From the mine and from the gully, from the hunting trail we come,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From Nebraska, from Arkansas,&lt;br /&gt;Central inland race are we, from Missouri, with the continental&lt;br /&gt;blood intervein'd,&lt;br /&gt;All the hands of comrades clasping, all the Southern, all the&lt;br /&gt;Northern,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O resistless restless race!&lt;br /&gt;O beloved race in all! O my breast aches with tender love for all!&lt;br /&gt;O I mourn and yet exult, I am rapt with love for all,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Raise the mighty mother mistress,&lt;br /&gt;Waving high the delicate mistress, over all the starry mistress,&lt;br /&gt;(bend your heads all,)&lt;br /&gt;Raise the fang'd and warlike mistress, stern, impassive, weapon'd&lt;br /&gt;mistress,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See my children, resolute children,&lt;br /&gt;By those swarms upon our rear we must never yield or falter,&lt;br /&gt;Ages back in ghostly millions frowning there behind us urging,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On and on the compact ranks,&lt;br /&gt;With accessions ever waiting, with the places of the dead quickly&lt;br /&gt;fill'd,&lt;br /&gt;Through the battle, through defeat, moving yet and never stopping,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O to die advancing on!&lt;br /&gt;Are there some of us to droop and die? has the hour come?&lt;br /&gt;Then upon the march we fittest die, soon and sure the gap is fill'd.&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All the pulses of the world,&lt;br /&gt;Falling in they beat for us, with the Western movement beat,&lt;br /&gt;Holding single or together, steady moving to the front, all for us,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life's involv'd and varied pageants,&lt;br /&gt;All the forms and shows, all the workmen at their work,&lt;br /&gt;All the seamen and the landsmen, all the masters with their slaves,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All the hapless silent lovers,&lt;br /&gt;All the prisoners in the prisons, all the righteous and the wicked,&lt;br /&gt;All the joyous, all the sorrowing, all the living, all the dying,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I too with my soul and body,&lt;br /&gt;We, a curious trio, picking, wandering on our way,&lt;br /&gt;Through these shores amid the shadows, with the apparitions&lt;br /&gt;pressing,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lo, the darting bowling orb!&lt;br /&gt;Lo, the brother orbs around, all the clustering suns and planets,&lt;br /&gt;All the dazzling days, all the mystic nights with dreams,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These are of us, they are with us,&lt;br /&gt;All for primal needed work, while the followers there in embryo wait&lt;br /&gt;behind,&lt;br /&gt;We to-day's procession heading, we the route for travel clearing,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O you daughters of the West!&lt;br /&gt;O you young and elder daughters! O you mothers and you wives!&lt;br /&gt;Never must you be divided, in our ranks you move united,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Minstrels latent on the prairies!&lt;br /&gt;(Shrouded bards of other lands, you may rest, you have done your&lt;br /&gt;work,)&lt;br /&gt;Soon I hear you coming warbling, soon you rise and tramp amid us,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not for delectations sweet,&lt;br /&gt;Not the cushion and the slipper, not the peaceful and the studious,&lt;br /&gt;Not the riches safe and palling, not for us the tame enjoyment,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do the feasters gluttonous feast?&lt;br /&gt;Do the corpulent sleepers sleep? have they lock'd and bolted doors?&lt;br /&gt;Still be ours the diet hard, and the blanket on the ground,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Has the night descended?&lt;br /&gt;Was the road of late so toilsome? did we stop discouraged nodding&lt;br /&gt;on our way?&lt;br /&gt;Yet a passing hour I yield you in your tracks to pause oblivious,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Till with sound of trumpet,&lt;br /&gt;Far, far off the daybreak call-hark! how loud and clear I hear it&lt;br /&gt;wind,&lt;br /&gt;Swift! to the head of the army!-swift! spring to your places,&lt;br /&gt;Pioneers! O pioneers! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font size="1"&gt;~Walt Whitman&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Leaves of Grass&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy November!</content>
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    <title>Halloween Movie Time!</title>
    <published>2009-10-29T22:22:18Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-29T22:27:15Z</updated>
    <category term="movie recs"/>
    <category term="scurvy"/>
    <lj:music>Grind, Tangerine Dream</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today I have two awesome Halloween movies for you to watch, the first being Bravo's &lt;i&gt;100 Scariest Movie Moments.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I saw this on TV years ago, and missed most of it as I was in New Orleans at the time. Just this year I've managed to find it online, and it's better than I remember. It goes through movies everyone has seen, and some you've never even heard of and it makes you want to watch them all. (With some exceptions. &lt;i&gt;Audition&lt;/i&gt; comes to mind.) For a person who talks through movies no matter what, it was great to see some of my favorite horror scenes dissected by those who love them as much as I do.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;b&gt;Bravo's &lt;i&gt;100 Scariest Movie Moments&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;amp;VideoID=45170095"&gt;Part I (100-76)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;amp;VideoID=45193115"&gt;Part II (75-51)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;amp;videoid=45193020"&gt;Part III (50-31)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;amp;videoid=45193069"&gt;Part VI (30-11)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;a href="http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&amp;amp;VideoID=45192727"&gt;Part V (10-1)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next up is a movie I found through &lt;i&gt;100 Scariest Movie Moments&lt;/i&gt;. Basically after seeing them describe it, I couldn't &lt;i&gt;not&lt;/i&gt; watch it. They said all the magic words: 80's, vampires, road movie, Bill Paxton. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The movie is &lt;i&gt;Near Dark.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But before we get to that, let me explain my love affair with Bill Paxton. If he is in it, I will watch it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Spy Kids, Titanic,&lt;/i&gt; I do not care. The man is a beast. He has been in a million movies, and not one of them has earned him the recognition that he deserves. He is a character actor. He is that guy who's name is mentioned twice, and who gets killed off in the goriest way imaginable, &lt;i&gt;Near Dark&lt;/i&gt; being no exception. &lt;i&gt;Aliens. Tombstone. Predator 2. Terminator.&lt;/i&gt; Bill Paxton is the heart and soul of grunge, so-bad-they're-good 80's movies. He's Kevin Bacon and Micheal Biehn, all rolled into one, glorious goofball package. Watch &lt;i&gt;Twister&lt;/i&gt; again, sometime. Would it be the same without Bill Paxton swearing, driving fast, and yelling at tornadoes? &lt;b&gt;I don't think so.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay. Now let's discuss &lt;i&gt;Near Dark.&lt;/i&gt; It is a vampire western. It's a road movie. It's like &lt;i&gt;From Dusk Till Dawn&lt;/i&gt; and &lt;i&gt;John Carpenter's Vampires&lt;/i&gt; got together and had twins. One of which is &lt;i&gt;The Forsaken&lt;/i&gt;. And the retro elder brother is &lt;i&gt;Near Dark.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay, bad comparison, but it's true!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But best of all of that? The music is done by Tangerine Dream, the German geniuses who created the awesome music for Ridley Scott's &lt;i&gt;Legend.&lt;/i&gt; They are &lt;b&gt;the&lt;/b&gt; 80's electronica band.&lt;br /&gt;So, seriously. If &lt;i&gt;100 Scariest Movie Moments&lt;/i&gt; doesn't convince you, then Tangerine Dream should. Watch it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.videolinks4u.net/videos.php?linkid=23090"&gt;Watch Near Dark&lt;/a&gt; via zshare.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy Halloween!</content>
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    <title>FUCK YEA SEAKING</title>
    <published>2009-10-26T22:47:25Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-26T22:47:25Z</updated>
    <category term="college"/>
    <content type="html">Yeeeeah. Spent 10+ hours yesterday studying for a Stats test, which I proceeded to dominate in a manly fashion. Stats is my bitch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Carved a pumpkin last night, which did a lot for getting me into the Halloween state of mind. I've been having trouble getting into the groove, mostly because of school. I've done a lot of partying for Homecoming, but none of it has been particularly Halloween-esc.&lt;br /&gt;People at home have made noises about me coming home for Halloween, again, but they seem to expect me to be able to get there myself. For the record, I still don't have a car and I will be god damned if I get back on a bus anytime soon.&lt;br /&gt;I do, however, have my costume done! I'm going to be a counselor from Camp Crystal Lake (read: &lt;i&gt;Friday the 13th&lt;/i&gt;). I made the shirt myself, tracing the design with sharpie. I'm going to wear short-shorts, white socks, tennis shoes, and a lot of pink makeup. I even have a whistle. I'm pretty excited, even if I don't end up going anywhere, because Halloween necessitates dressing up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Stats test was my main headache for this week, so I'm going to be hanging out, eating candy and pumpkin-related foods, and trying to have a great Halloween week.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:358953</id>
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    <title>MERLIN'S BACK!</title>
    <published>2009-10-23T19:27:57Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-23T19:27:57Z</updated>
    <category term="merlin"/>
    <lj:music>Games Without Frontiers, Vitamin String Quartet</lj:music>
    <content type="html">If you don't watch &lt;i&gt;Merlin&lt;/i&gt;, you fail to the &lt;sup&gt;1110th&lt;/sup&gt; power. Watch it. Seriously. Don't make me come over there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;New Things:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;01. Merlin!&lt;br /&gt;Colin Morgan, you just keep getting cuter and cuter. His accent slips through more often, too. Everyone else has very crisp English accent (with the exception of Anthony Head, who seems to have a London accent, from what I hear), while Colin lets just that little bit of Irish sneak in. &amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;Also, his life sucks, and the show is revealing that to more that just us. Gaius is like, "Oh. Uh. Yeah, having a predestined life that you &lt;i&gt;can't fuck up or we'll all die, omg&lt;/i&gt; would kind of be a pain..."&lt;br /&gt;\o/ I love me some angst.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;02. Arthur!&lt;br /&gt;Bradley James. You are too damn pretty. Arthur/Merlin forevs, okay? Okay.&lt;br /&gt;Also, he's being all adult sometimes, all pouty other times. He's &lt;i&gt;growing!&lt;/i&gt; I'm so &lt;i&gt;proud!&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;03. MORGANA&lt;br /&gt;OH MY GOD, MARRY ME YOU BEAUTIFUL WOMAN. MY WIFE WON'T MIND.&lt;br /&gt;I am loving the exploration into her powers, and how she's trying to handle it and how Merlin is just &lt;i&gt;agonizing&lt;/i&gt; about keeping his magic from her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;04. Gwen&lt;br /&gt;Girl, you is fine. But.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Things That I'm Like O.O About:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;01. MAGIC&lt;br /&gt;I don't know why, but they've started filming Merlin's magical moments from further back, making his golden eyes that much more surreal and, yes, creepy. His eyes just get consumed by white-gold, kind of like how light reflects off of animal eyes. I was like "AHHHHH, WHAT?!"&lt;br /&gt;Also: Morgana's magic eyes are pretty freaking awesome.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;02. Arthurian Legend meets Show&lt;br /&gt;Oh man. They're playing fast and loose with some components of Arthurian Legend, but some things they're keeping. Like the nothing-but-pain component of the Arthur/Gwen/Lancelot love triangle. &lt;br /&gt;Given how that triangle in conjunction with Mordred spells the end for Arthur's rule, it's really creepy to see the entire cast just waiting for Uther's reign to end even as the end of Arthur's reign has already begun. Although, you can't really be too pessimistic. They already killed off Nimueh, who was Merlin's bane in the end, so there's no telling how else they're going to deviate from legend. Plus, the Arthur/Morgan Le Faye fuckup got nipped in the bud pretty f-ing quick.&lt;br /&gt;We'll see.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;03. Morgana&lt;br /&gt;GIRL. GIRL. GIIIIIRRRRRL.&lt;br /&gt;I love Morgana so much. She is such a badass, and she does it in a dress. Plus, she's so beautiful and tortured and I &amp;lt;3 every little bit of her. Even when she was going to snuff Uther for being an asshole, I was cheering for her. Even without her magic, she is &lt;i&gt;dangerous&lt;/i&gt;, which is so true to character, I can't help but smile.&lt;br /&gt;But with magic. Man. There needs to be moar Morgana, plzkthnxbai.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OH, SHOW!!!!&lt;br /&gt;SUPERNATURAL, YOU'RE NOW SECOND IN MY AFFECTIONS. COME BACK WHEN YOU HAVE SOMETHING MORE THAN DEMONS TO SHOW FOR FIVE F-ING SEASONS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SHOW!</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>I fucking hurt myself laughing</title>
    <published>2009-10-23T01:58:22Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-23T01:58:22Z</updated>
    <category term="lol internet"/>
    <category term="star trek"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;lj-embed id="109" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WATCH IT QUICK BEFORE THEY COPYRIGHT THAT SHIT!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:358411</id>
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    <title>GOD BLESS AMERICA</title>
    <published>2009-10-22T22:46:34Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-22T22:46:34Z</updated>
    <category term="dear humanity: you rock!"/>
    <lj:music>Odd One, Sick Puppies</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.hrcbackstory.org/2009/10/congress-takes-final-vote-on-hate-crimes-bill-on-to-presidents-desk/"&gt;Congress Takes FINAL Vote on Hate Crimes Bill; On to President’s Desk&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You guys.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is a &lt;b&gt;federal&lt;/b&gt; law that protects the GLBT community from hate crimes. A FEDERAL law. No finicky, good-ol'-boys police force can hush it up. There will be funding for investigation and prevention. People will not be able to skate by on Twinkie Defenses or minimum sentences with a wink and a nudge.&lt;br /&gt;And President Obama has &lt;b&gt;promised&lt;/b&gt; to sign the bill. &lt;b&gt;Promised.&lt;/b&gt; He used &lt;b&gt;those words.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I recommend clicking the link to send a thank you letter to the families of Matthew Shepard and James Byrd, who have been working towards this bill being passed since day one.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:358165</id>
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    <title>It is a miracle we're not all DEAD</title>
    <published>2009-10-22T16:30:56Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-22T16:30:56Z</updated>
    <category term="lol my life"/>
    <lj:music>What New York Used To Be, The Kills</lj:music>
    <content type="html">My sister has apparently broken her finger at karate. There seems to have been talk about surgery. I'm guessing it's not too serious, given how my mother can't tell me about it on account that she's at work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm still fuzzy on how we've made it this long. Darwin must be sleeping on the job or something.</content>
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  <entry>
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    <title>Today is getting better and better.</title>
    <published>2009-10-21T17:39:33Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-21T17:39:33Z</updated>
    <category term="porn"/>
    <category term="college"/>
    <lj:music>All Fall Down, OneRepublic</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Oh, &lt;i&gt;wow.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See, yesterday was a strange mix of boredom and pain. I had no class (one was canceled and one teacher failed to show up) so I endeavored to get other work done. I finished my application for being an RA in the spring (I'm just waiting on the recommendations), I printed out my Art History midterm, sold back a book I'd finished reading for Lit, and finished my Halloween costume.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finishing the Halloween costume, however, involved a lot of sharpie. By the time I'd finished, I had a pounding headache and a bad mood to match. I spent the rest of the night in my room, sulking and eating ice cream.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This morning, I rolled out of bed for Psych and as I was going to Statistics, I passed a school carnival. Statistics took second place to free food. It's a beautiful day outside, so I enjoyed the sun and wind and food, while unfortunately having my ear chatted off by a very earnest boy who might have been trying to flirt, might have not. I don't think he knew how old I was.&lt;br /&gt;I feel like such a cougar, talking to boys, sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, I retreated inside to kill time before Religion, and found, on my friend's page, a gloriously colored strip of nothing but filthy, delicious porn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My day just improved exponentially.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:357659</id>
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    <title>I am</title>
    <published>2009-10-21T04:41:58Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-21T04:41:58Z</updated>
    <category term="lol my life"/>
    <content type="html">afflicted with a sort of motivated apathy that can only be appropriately illustrated by a combination of absinthe, tvtropes.org, and Cage the Elephant.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:357500</id>
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    <title>Eh.</title>
    <published>2009-10-19T17:31:36Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-19T17:31:36Z</updated>
    <category term="art"/>
    <lj:music>Shine On You Crazy Diamond, Pink Floyd</lj:music>
    <content type="html">I'm struggling a bit with my art at the moment. This is a big step up from not doing art at all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lately I've been working on my coloring style. I can't seem to be consistent. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I find myself drawn to the haphazard side of coloring, as well as very stark, cell-type shading. I get very frustrated with realistic shading, as it rarely fits what I have in my head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also don't think I have the patience for it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On top of that, I really need to work on diversifying the people that I draw. I've been working long and hard on backgrounds, as I had previously cast those off as too picky to bother with. But now I need to get back into figures and, perhaps more importantly, faces.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to draw all kinds of people. Guys, girls, young, old, fat, skinny, muscular, or anorexic. And then I need to simplify them to a few defining lines. Because I seem to want a very simple, sketchy style. No minute details, no meticulous etching of texture (although I'm trying to incorporate more of that, as well). I want to do more with lighting, too. Maybe create a picture only using black and a highlight color.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ah. I dunno. As I said, I've only recently re-entered the art world, and very slightly at that. One thing at at time.</content>
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    <title>My Bloody Valentine meets Friday the 13th. Ready, FIGHT!</title>
    <published>2009-10-17T05:57:08Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-17T05:57:44Z</updated>
    <category term="friday the 13th"/>
    <category term="fic recs"/>
    <category term="my bloody valentine"/>
    <lj:music>January 1979, mewithoutyou</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So, this is old news, but Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki were both the stars of separate horror movies this past summer, &lt;i&gt;My Bloody Valentine&lt;/i&gt; and &lt;i&gt;Friday the 13th&lt;/i&gt;, respectively.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;More importantly, they looked hot doing it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fanfiction has been written about far, far less.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://hateable.livejournal.com/67350.html"&gt;the mirror is stealing the light to reveal us both tonight&lt;/a&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and the sequel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://hateable.livejournal.com/71422.html"&gt;I've been riding with the ghost&lt;/a&gt; by &lt;span class='ljuser  ljuser-name_hateable' lj:user='hateable' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://hateable.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://hateable.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;hateable&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;MBV/F13&lt;/i&gt; Tom/Clay slash. Amazing and insightful, and as you read it, you feel just about as crazy as they are. Rock on.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:357082</id>
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    <title>halloween</title>
    <published>2009-10-17T05:11:37Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-17T05:17:22Z</updated>
    <category term="fanmix"/>
    <content type="html">Let's have some Halloween music, shall we?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here are some more unconventional songs mixed in with some classics that don't often see the light of day. Enjoy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v220/zfreelance/halloween.png"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;b&gt;Bad Things by Jace Everret&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I don't know what you've done to me but I know this much is true: I wanna do bad things with you&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;The Lord of Salem by Rob Zombie&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;do you think they suffered up on gallow's hill?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;The Witch Queen of New Orleans by Redbone&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;from a shack near the swamp lands made of mud be brick, Marie stirred her witches brew&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Under a Killing Moon by Thrice&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;get in line and wait your turn and watch the witches burn&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;A Touch of Evil by Judas Priest&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;without warning you're here, like magic you appear, I taste the fear&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;This Could Be Love by Alkaline Trio&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;step one slit my throat, step two play in my blood, step three cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house, step four stop off at Edgebrook Creek and rinse your crimson hands&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Lullaby by The Editors&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;on candystripe legs the spiderman comes softly through the shadow of the evening sun, stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead looking for the victim shivering in bed&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;21st Century Cure from Repo! The Genetic Opera&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;an entire city built on top of the dead&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Frankenstein by Edgar Winter Band&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;instrumental&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Wild Boys by Duran Duran&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;on the razor's edge you trail because there's murder by the roadside&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Walking With a Ghost by Tegan and Sara&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;out of my mind&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Haunted by Disturbed&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;a maniacal unit of sub-human parasites warped into a feeding frenzy with the smell of fresh blood&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Disturbia by Rihanna&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;faded pictures on the wall it's like they're talking to me&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Roland the Headless Thompson Gunner by Warren Zevon&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;they can still see his headless body stalking through the night&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Thiller by Michael Jackson&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;girl, I can thrill you more than any ghost would ever dare try&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.sendspace.com/file/e9lws8"&gt;DOWNLOAD HERE&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please note the utter lack of anything resembling &lt;i&gt;The Monster Mash&lt;/i&gt;. Why, you may ask?&lt;br /&gt;Because those songs got old when we were ten. It's time to let them go.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:356829</id>
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    <title>This just might win for Best Thing, Ever</title>
    <published>2009-10-17T01:42:13Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-17T01:42:13Z</updated>
    <category term="i love everything!"/>
    <category term="lol internet"/>
    <lj:music>The Man With the Gun, Stina Nordenstam</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.switched.com/2009/09/15/universal-remote-looks-like-harry-potter-wand/"&gt;Harry Potter Wand Universal Remote&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can change the channel, adjust the volume, and fast forward &lt;i&gt;with a wand.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to know if Lumos and Avada Kadavara turns it on and off.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Guess what I want for Christmas.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:356495</id>
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    <title>SUCCESS!</title>
    <published>2009-10-16T04:03:43Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-16T04:03:43Z</updated>
    <category term="college"/>
    <lj:music>Excess, Tricky</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Old Guy is moving out!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The last straw has been laid, the camel's back is done broke, and we's gon' have us a party this weekend!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YUSS.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:356116</id>
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    <title>I can't even.</title>
    <published>2009-10-15T22:14:53Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-15T22:14:53Z</updated>
    <category term="dear humanity: you fail"/>
    <lj:music>Invaders Must Die, The Prodigy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/10/15/interracial-couple-denied_n_322784.html"&gt;Interracial Couple Denied Marriage License By Louisiana Judge&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are no words.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear The South,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Knock. It. The fuck. Off.&lt;br /&gt;You are making the rest of us look so f-ing bad, it's like I'm wearing a white hood or something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Welcome to 2009,&lt;br /&gt;Z</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:zfreelance:356028</id>
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    <title>Oh God, what is my life that this is almost normal?</title>
    <published>2009-10-15T12:50:00Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-15T12:50:53Z</updated>
    <category term="lol my life"/>
    <category term="college"/>
    <lj:music>Breaking the Law, Judas Priest</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So I didn't get to sleep in as intended. In fact, I'm up only five hours after finally falling asleep.&lt;br /&gt;And the reason is Old Guy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have given updates on this asshole, before, and I'm fairly sure that I've mentioned this sort of incident before, but for argument's sake:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Twice in recent memory, I have been awakened by someone beneath me violently slamming their door. The first time, I could not figure out what was going on. I was alone, without a cellphone, and ended up cowering in my room, clutching a knife because I was scared to death.&lt;br /&gt;In the light of day, I figured that it was Old Guy doing something to 'punish' us for being loud. Pissed, I swore that I would call the cops if it ever happened, again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, bright and early this morning, it happened again. This time I knew what was going on, and tried to ignore him, knowing that it was a reaction he wanted. All of my doubts of the identity of the asshole were shattered when I heard him lock his door, immediately after slamming it, a signature move. But after I was scared awake for a second time that day, I rolled out of bed and called the cops.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The cops were gratifyingly prompt in their response, going straight to his door and asking (I could hear quite clearly through my closed door) if everything was all right. I expected a denial, an insistence that it was us that were slamming the door, or even him shifting the blame to his next-door neighbor, who has a hearing problem. I knew going into this that his neighbor would probably get a knock on the door, as well, but I was pissed and freaked out and didn't care.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What no one expected (cop included) was for Old Guy to erupt into a rant about how, yes, he slammed his door, because those damn kids woke him up in the night, and he's waking them up for a change, so go ahead and fine him. He also shouted into the hallways, announcing that he will continue to do so until we learn to stop making noise, because he will &lt;i&gt;not&lt;/i&gt; be woken up.&lt;br /&gt;The cop probably blinked for a second before herding Old Guy outside, where I could hear him yelling at the cop from behind my door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I started laughing. This had worked out in my favor in a really big way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finally, Old Guy stomped back into his room, and the cop came up to knock on my door. I'd been expecting it, but it was rather cold in my room and I was without a bra, so I was like, "Great."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I answered the door with my arms wrapped around me, because, you know, it's too early to be giving Pensacola's finest that kind of show, yanowaddimean?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The cop was very sympathetic and understanding as I explained that, yes, this was an ongoing theme, but we'd had no problems in a while, because we'd gone through the proper channels to handle this, and we'd thought it handled.&lt;br /&gt;I told the cop about our situation before, where the kids upstairs would keep our doors open so as to talk between rooms. The cop nodded and filled in narrative blanks as I described actually speaking with Old Guy, myself, and our agreement that we would keep our doors closed and our noise down.&lt;br /&gt;I also told him about the former incident, where I'd possessed no cell phone. When I mentioned that I'd figured out the identity of the culprit because I'd heard the door being locked, the cop laughed and nodded in agreement.&lt;br /&gt;The cop assured me that Old Guy had been informed that it was not within his power to punish us for percieved slights against his sleep habits, and is making a formal report of the situation to Housing. I thanked him and closed the door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, say what you like about cops (and I do), they are handy in a potentially dangerous situation. Old Guy is unhinged, plain and simple, and there was no way in hell that I was going to go down there to confront him. My mother did not raise any dumb ones.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I fully expect a visit from my RA in the near future, and I may or may not have to talk to the actual Housing department.&lt;br /&gt;As I said, this situation went from me just hoping that Old Guy would knock it off for the rest of the night to me being the absolute victim in front of a serious authority figure. I'm annoyed about being woken up, but the evidence is mounting against this asshole. If I don't get the RA job in the spring, then hopefully, at least, this jerk will be ousted to antagonize &lt;i&gt;somebody else.&lt;/i&gt;</content>
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    <title>I am lacking in an attention span.</title>
    <published>2009-10-15T06:06:12Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-15T15:29:16Z</updated>
    <category term="lol my life"/>
    <lj:music>Soul Society, Kamelot</lj:music>
    <content type="html">New layout, obviously. Quoted from Breaking Benjamin, so don't blame me for being overdramatic. They did it, first.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bought &lt;i&gt;My Bloody Valentine&lt;/i&gt;, sight unseen, today. I trust seeing Jensen Ackles slash skinny chicks will make up for any other glaring flaws the film might have.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I also bought a whistle for my Halloween costume. My plan is to be a Camp Crystal Lake Counselor, with the kneesocks and the short-shorts and, yes, even the whistle. If I had enough hair, I'd put it up in a bouncy ponytail.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just finished a movie marathon with my friends, in which we watched &lt;i&gt;Little Nemo&lt;/i&gt; and &lt;i&gt;The Proposal&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just fyi, &lt;i&gt;Little Nemo&lt;/i&gt; actually has a moral! If you watch it on the DVD, it has scenes previously unknown to those of us who own it on a pirated VHS tape.&lt;br /&gt;I liked &lt;i&gt;The Proposal&lt;/i&gt; for three reasons:&lt;br /&gt;01. Sandra Bullock&lt;br /&gt;02. Ryan Reynolds&lt;br /&gt;03. Betty White&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I think that's enough said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had a slight breakdown in the store, when I found myself faced with a display full of Christmas music and an entire isle dedicated to Christmas decorations.&lt;br /&gt;Halloween now has to share space with Christmas.&lt;br /&gt;This pisses me off more than it should.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a big problem with Christmas as a holiday. I'm one of those who are depressed during the holiday season and would prefer Christmas dinner to look less like tur-duck-hen and more like bad Chinese takeout. I don't consider it to be sacred or even inspirational.&lt;br /&gt;And I hate Christmas carols with every fiber of my being.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On a lighter note, my friends saw the photos my dear sister posted back onto the internet. They mentioned to me that it was hilarious to look at, as I am so glaringly different in coloring to the rest of my family. And it's true. My vibrant hair aberrations notwithstanding, I am the sole brunette child in a sea of blonde. If it weren't for my father (also a brunet), I would wonder.&lt;br /&gt;As is, this is sort of a bittersweet reminder of how badly I fit back at 'home'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm increasingly okay with that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No class till 4pm, tomorrow, so tonight is a night for late to bed/late to rise.&lt;br /&gt;Night!</content>
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    <title>Oh. Wow.</title>
    <published>2009-10-14T20:08:05Z</published>
    <updated>2009-10-15T05:53:12Z</updated>
    <category term="fic recs"/>
    <category term="discworld"/>
    <lj:music>Gone Away, The Offspring</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3183791/1/#"&gt;A Kind of Little Boy&lt;/a&gt; by Charlie Yubari.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Discworld's Hogfather&lt;/i&gt;. A fabulous little bit of insight on the crazy, creepy Mr. Teatime. I love it.</content>
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